Monday, March 17, 2008

hm...

Maybe I won't be too good at this blogging thing. It's not that I don't love to write (and even wish I were good enough to make a living on it). I just think I am too inconsistent to keep it up. Now, that's a pretty vulnerable statement. I don't really want to admit to you that I am too inconsistent - I dare say, too lazy - to blog/write consistently, but I decided a long time ago that being vulnerable is the essence of being woman.

Speaking of vulnerability... I think people mistakenly assume that being vulnerable is being weak. That is simply not true. I am not weak. I would venture to say that I am exceptionally strong. Almost too strong. I don't mean strong like I'm a "badass;" I'm really quite sensitive. I mean strong in that I do not give up easily (maybe the reason I am forcing myself to blog knowing that I will suck at it; at least at first). Strong because I choose to face my flaws everyday and even expose them to you. This puts me at risk of being hurt, but I don't really care. Hurt me; it will only make me stronger. Yes, I am strong. I'd like to think so, anyway. :)

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